Do you ever have those moments of clarity when everything you see or do is pointing you in one direction? I feel like they happen all the time, it's simply a matter of whether I pay attention to them or not.
Conversations are a funny thing...they can tell you a lot about a person and sometimes they can reveal things in you that you were not even remotely aware of. I love these kinds of conversations...the hard part is being able and willing to do your share of the give and take to even get close to the possibility of that kind of conversation to take place.
The point is this...I am convinced that I am not living up to my own potential. Story of my life...but I am also convinced that I can change. I want to be a person of conviction that is not swayed so easily by outside forces. I want to be secure in who I am both mentally and physically.
I am a firm believer in the holistic nature of humans and that one area cannot function well without all functioning well. So I have decided to get to work on this old crap body of mine...it is in need of some serious change. I know it will be hard and I will want to give up everyday but I know that I cannot grow or change without this first step.
I'm pretty sure no one reads this but by chance you do any encouragement, advice or simply prayer is appreciated.
2 comments:
This is a little late, but I love you, girl!! I'm praying for you. I know God has great things ahead as you continue to live without regrets and love others (and yourself) with all that passion inside of you. :) I'm proud to be your friend! One step at a time is all it takes...
It's a little crazy to me that I wrote this and then following two months were the worst two...well really four months...my body has ever faced!
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